There are two dates that I alone remember outside of the boys birthdays and our anniversary.
They are the dates of the one I lost.
It was barely a whisper of time.
A faint heartbeat.
And then such immeasurable loss.
I woke up on that August 22nd morning, knowing.
Feeling the weight, the sadness envelop.
Unable to control my body.
What is happening?
Please, don’t go…
March 30, 2016 was supposed to be a day of joy.
Now it is of rememberance.
I feel this one was a boy.
This is the one whose name I have written on my heart.